I am a sister
A good one, I hope
One who always does her best to be on your side, despite differences
I am a daughter
One who will always love her parents equally
No matter how old she gets
I am a friend
Who will stick by their side and help as must as she can
Ignoring her own problems
I am an outsider
Looking at the world through an old film reel
That has been jammed many times and burnt around the edges
I am alone
Not literally but my heart is
For no one truly understands who I am
I am a walking contradiction
My appearance and personality do not match
And I physically embody everything
Our parents are afraid of us becoming
I am a tomboy
Who likes to dress up once and a while
I am Gothic
But mint and Lilac are my favourite colours
I am hostile
I am pessimistic
I am a human
And I am an enigma
Hello, my name is Emily and this is my blog. I’m not great at describing myself but I will try. My style of writing is kind of odd because I use a rather poetic voice even in critical or non-fiction writing. I find that I can explain myself better in metaphors even if I am very blunt in real life. This blog is going to contain a lot of the things that pop into my brain and they may not make sense at times but just work with me here it made sense at the time. I enjoy paradoxical stories and causing existential crises’. I like musicals and art so I guess I’m pretty creative. I took my first Creative Writing class in grade ten to improve my work but ended up really enjoying to freedom I was given to pretty much write whatever the heck I wanted so I wrote as dark as I could. I still write dark but I want to develop a style where the horror is a bit more subtle and everything may seem fine but something is obviously just off or it is literally just terrifying but it is treated like it is completely fine.
Image reference: Rubella says ICU. (2012). [image] Available at: https://www.flickr.com/photos/benchilada/7014558701/in/photolist-qfh4Pt-dFDAGC-rdrrTr-pTBcwj-9jeZfY-bFRrVg-d8mMwG-byGiA8-epSALo-8jBocK-kjqhf2-3K9FUz-jDceaJ-8jEA9U-dwQAh9-96UUG4-bYgLSL-axkkiy-fVfrjo-7S7rw3-b3Q7s8-b3Q8BH-axeWFW-fc3wP2-4NVdmX-kKVLJY-6pcNeB-ojXpTH-Fufmd-bqiCAV-mdebrY-jTXBuv-eVS6ue-nL2ak4-6Dz5Bf-4zHQGP-gEsurH-pBKBv6-8RYgiy-7xJHq2-67N1a-bVqj5e-8PX98X-2qeTKX [Accessed 1 Mar. 2018].